Before our gender reveal, I dreamt her middle name. One night, I was tossing and turning all night. In my dream, I kept telling myself that I had to nail down a name as if she was already born. Festering over so many unique names to choose from, I looked to the sky and saw a name. Just one name, clear as day. After seeing the name and still dreaming, I went back to festering. Feeling the anxiety of wanting the “perfect” name, I told myself again that I needed a name. I looked to the sky and saw a…
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Pregnancy hormones are real. The other day I was speaking down on myself – because of how I perceived myself. I never thought I’d be the type that became self-conscious during pregnancy because that’s what’s supposed to happen right? So why do I feel so bad about looking like a swollen blueberry with a pumpkin for a stomach that’s been in the hospital for weeks? 🤣Najee came to me and said, “Stop it. Our daughter can hear you speaking negative about yourself.” And instantly I thought about how I didn’t want to pass this on to her. I didn’t want…
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I have a tendency to avoid conflict at all cost. I believe I have a basic desire to have inner stability and peace of mind. Seriously, my favorite scripture is Philippians 4:7. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:7 (NASB) Growing up with multiple siblings, there was quite a few arguments. You know like, who was going to control the tv or who was going to sit in the front sit – real life issues. I’m kidding. And many times I remember what I was doing in those scenarios when an…
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In response to racism, injustice and systemic oppression. I lament our brokenness. I lament that worth is being defined by a color. I lament that my anger and grief cannot always be expressed. I lament that each hashtag create more numbness and less hope. I lament that after all of this, so many will never change. I lament that my emotions are met with skewed facts and not empathy. I lament our brokenness. I lament that this brokenness causes us to implement demonic ways of comparison, oppression and division. I lament that the world I dream of may only become…
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Today is an exciting day because…I’m launching a tee! This has been a fun and extremely unpredictable journey. Let me explain… As most of you know, I am of lover of all things captioned tees. Many of you have even encouraged me in my blogging journey to produce my own shirts. And while that seemed like a very cool idea, it was also very intimidating. Fast forward to February 2020, when life looked a lot more “normal.” I sat down with a friend and planned out this release. Ok…here it goes! I settled on March 17th. That would give me…
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Social distancing has commenced and many are feeling a bit overwhelmed. I’m an introvert and the thought of a social quarantine puts me in an unusually happy place. Well…if I’m quarantined without the virus. But for you extroverts, you may sense a struggling future if you are not already. I read several articles this past weekend that highlighted the effects that isolation leaves on your body and brain. As much as introverts would admit, extended periods of isolation affect us all. This ultimately presents an opportunity for anxiety, depression and lack of physical activity. So what do you do to…
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Have you ever tried a fish therapy foot message? I didn't even know this was a thing until my recent trip to Thailand. My husband and I were exploring around the Jungceylon Mall in Patong when we saw a tank full of fish feeding on this man's feet as he set calmly.
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Hey readers! Welcome to the new and improved the lowQi life: A Lifestyle Blog! QiBee & Tees just got a little makeover… This revamp took a lot of faith and well…guts. When I first started blogging, I always had my heart set on sharing transparent moments of my life in hopes that it would be an encouragement to myself and others. Unfortunately, I found myself extremely inconsistent even though the struggles and lessons of life endured. One of the main reasons I felt unable to write more consistently was finding a topic or starting point. Then it hit me. One…
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The flaming arrows of the evil one are very real and I am growing in understanding of how specifically they are catered to me and the internal things that I battle. With this understanding, I can practically use faith as my shield. My faith leads me to confidently seek God's peace with I am feeling anxious.
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God reminded me that my ultimate confidence and strength rests in Him alone. He reminded me of who I am. And He told me what I needed to do. He told me how to fight through my insecurities. He told me to be strong.